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Assalamualaikum W.B.T

In no more than a month, I'll be back to my home country, Malaysia. This time, it is not for summer break like the year before but I am going back for good this time. I am happy indeed. Happy to see familiar faces and be with the loved ones plus enjoying the yummilicious food that I hardly found here.

On the other hand, I am sad to leave this place. I know it was not a long stay...but I think two years were just enough to make me feel attached to everything in Sydney atmosphere. This is the norm - I knew. Everything that begins should ends aite...

However, the biggest but is, I think I haven't met certain expectations...esp. the expectation to be a fluent English speaker. I am not sure about the level of expectation some people have on me but I myself feel that this is one of the things that I failed to accomplish during my stay at the English speaking country. While I seemed to have no big problem with my academic studies, I think I have failed in this immersion program.

Although I will work harder to be a good English teacher, I just do not want people to have high expectation on me as some people just don't acquire things at the same rate. I knew I can't give excuses but at least I make you guys prepare for the worst ;)

Salam~

p/s: I won't say my stay here is useless only because my English proficiency has not significantly changed. For real, my stay here has actually changed me in other way...something that I could not think of getting it elsewere...and something that I treasure whole-heartedly...Alhamdulillah :)