i pretend to be one...
or should i say i struggle instead?
it's so difficult to fight the battle inside...
when no one seems to understand...
and support what i do...
what i could do now is "just believe"...
believe in God...
though i seriously have no idea where it leads me to...
i believe it should be to the right path...
insyaAllah
Dear Lord,
i'm weak...do make me strong...
i'm clueless...do enlighten me with something...
i'm struggling...do make me survive...
for what i long for is the eternal happiness there...
and if this is what it takes to bring me there, please make me happy with it...
make me content with what i have...
get me distracted with other beneficial things...
things that please You...
