.::349 : setan::.

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

aku tak tahu syaitan apa yang dah merasuk kepala otak dia...
mungkin syaitan besar...atau dia sendiri yang jadi syaitan itu...
aku bukanlah nak cakap kasar di sini, tapi mengikut hawa nafsu itu bukankah dorongan syaitan...

yang pasti aku sangat marah dan kecewa dengan sikap dia...
aku memang pantang orang cakap kasar, meninggikan suara, membentak-bentak, atau yang sewaktu dengannya...lebih-lebih lagi pada orang yang aku sayang...
aku tak nafikan, aku memang jenis cakap kasar atau tinggi suara pada orang-orang terdekat, tapi bukanlah dalam kategori macam ni...cakap penuh marah dan hatred...

aku sangat berharap setan itu akan cepat pergi tak ganggu dia lagi...
aku tak sanggup tengok dia terus menyetan lagi sebab aku sayangkan dia...
aku cuma harap suatu hari nanti dia akan "bebas-setan" since aku juga tak boleh expect dia jadi malaikat...
yang penting, aku mahu dia belajar menghargai orang-orang sekeliling and most importantly Tuhan dia...in case dia lupa selama ni dia tu cuma hamba saja...

“Ya Allah, aku mohon kau bantu dia keluar dalam dunia gila itu. Aku mohon Kau beri petunjuk kepadanya sebelum terlambat.Amin”

p/s: tak pasal2 aku terpaksa pendingkan hasrat untuk update pasal diri sendiri dan tak pasal2 juga aku guna "aku" dalam blog...something yang aku memang cuba elak sebab bagi aku, kata ganti nama itu hanya aku guna dengan orang2 terdekat...bukan di alam maya seperti ini. mungkin sebab aku terlalu emosi sekarang...

Salam~

.::348 : i do mine, u do yours::.

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

And now I discover another thing that irritates me. I hate it to the max when I have to shoulder another person's responsibility when the person is actually capable of handling it.
For me, each and everyone of us has our own set of responsibilities. When we are assigned with specific role or choose to do it, we have to be ready to carry any responsibilities that come along with it. I knew, there will be times when we would be incapable to handle all the responsibilities that we have on the list. So, that's the time when we ask for help. However, even when someone helps you to do your duty, you should never forget the fact that "it's still my duty and the person is just helping". So, be considerate. Don't let your duty be a burden to a person who is just trying to help you.
I don't know but I suddenly think that being a responsible individual is a very important quality of a good person. If we could be responsible to our own self, to our parents, our siblings, our families, our friends, our colleagues, our clients, our surroundings and most importantly our Creator, life wouldn't be so difficult Iguess. But I have to admit that the RESPONSIBILITIES I am taking about is in capital letters. So, mind you that performing it is not as easy as pronouncing it. But for a start, let us just mind our own business. I'll take care of my R, and you take care of yours...heh~
Salam~