second phase: struggling...
third phase: Allahu a'lam
I thought it's easy. Then only I realized many things are just very idealistic on the surface.
But I keep believing,
"Mesti boleh buat, cuma kena kuat dan lebih kuat".
"Jangan dikira berapa banyak air mata yang tumpah...sebab itu bukan ertinya kalah".
"Nak menang memang tak mudah, yang penting jangan mengalah".
Along the way, I only learnt the meaning of "syukur".
I don't know how's life gonna be should I am not a Muslim.
The thought of it always makes me feel so honoured. and again I cried :')
Thank you Allah. Thank you Allah. Thank you Allah.
Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal~
And again, it's a plain lie if I said I don't feel anything about it.
takut.risau.sedih.keliru.kecikhati.feelinsignificant - are parts and parcel of life this one year.
But again, I keep believing,
"I am doing this for HIM. So, I should not feel worried of anything.
HE's the one, choosing me to lead this path.
So, I believe that HE'll protect me, HE'll guide me
and HE'll make me happy...even if it's not here...later in jannah...in sya Allah."
So, to the 90d2dWnM, Fighting!!
You can do it babeh!!
Allah kan ada (like what I always told chacha)
