Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Lepas 3 minggu lepak kat rumah because of medical leave, tak tertanggung rasanya tekanan kat tempat kerja on the first day masuk kerja.
OMG, nak absorb sume benda dalam 1 hari...mau naik gile rasanya....*exaggerate*

Sometimes, rasa cam dah tahan dah nak stay...
tapi bila2 fikir2 balik, takkan la baru dapat challenges camni dah nak surrender...
rasa cam loser giler...

so, to be on positive side, I always believe that this is the phase where Allah 'teaches' me about life...
so, memang la kena sangat2 bersabar...dan kuatkan semangat...
kalau nak ikut, ni baru sket kot...

masalah dengan sistem....
masalah dengan students...
masalah deagan colleagues...

aish...memang typical kot benda2 camtu kat mana2 pun...
so, there's no point nak lari...

yang penting diri sendiri....

so, to me: chaiyo' chaiyo'

Salam~

p/s: kadang2, bile orang care sangat pun, rasa cam annoying gak...aish...

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

So, it has been decided. This year, we'd go for purple. 

And I choose this shade of purple (not the blouse =P)

 Next year...I'll fight for this...iAllah =P

(erk, the colour i mean..heh~)

Salam~

 Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Apa hukumnya malas nak makan ubat sebab malas nak kena makan lepas tu??

Huwaa....saya tau mak dan abah memang emo dengan alasan yang saya bagi...
But seriously...saya bukan jenis orang yang susah makan ubat...
tapi....
ubat itu sangat2 melaparkan...
and imagine...saya kene makan 4 kali sehari...which also implies i have to take heavy meals 4 times a day!!!


forget about being fat or whatsoever...
tapi perut saya sangat cekang...tolong!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n kesimpulannya...ubat saya memang tak habis on time...
serve me right!!

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

These days I cried a lot...

Omo omo...hv I turned into a crybaby now...

I cry when I am so sad...

I cry when I am so happy/excited...

I cry when I feel grateful...

I cry when I feel touched...

I cry when I am too angry...

I cry when I feel so hurt...

I cry when I feel too disappointed...

I cry when I am in a great pain...

and I just cry when I feel like crying...

Yeah..it seems like my tears are so cheap that it drops whenever my feelings are triggered...

But whatever it is, I would always consider that as the sincerest expressions of feelings from me... 

So, for some people..."kumawo" (thanks) for making me cry...

and for some others...I hv no right to say anything...but I guess...thank you still for everything...

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Tahun ini adalah tahun yang paling kasihan untuk abah. The reason being, dia sudah kehilangan peluang menonton saluran2 TV kegemaran seperti Astro Supersports dan Arena setiapkali anak perempuan bongsunya pulang ke kampung. Abah terpaksa mengalah dengan virus2 korea yang dibawa anaknya itu. The best part is, mak dan kakak termasuk kakak ipar juga memberi sokongan yang padu juga...ahahaha.. (yeah...ada unsur2 *evil* di situ)

Culture di rumah juga sudah berubah. Kalau dulu mak dan kakak hanya pandai tekan Channel 101, 102, 103, 104 dan 105 je....tapi sekarang...kalau semua saluran berbahasa Melayu menayangkan program2 yang membosankan, saya lihat mereka juga telah menyenaraikan Channel 391 dan 393 sebagai option. Rasa kelakar la jugak. Tak pasal2 kan the whole household stucked for korean drama. hihi.

Dialog abah yang paling best: Rumah ni dah macam rumah korea rasanye!!

Tapi sekarang baru la dorg sedar bahawa korean drama lagi baik daripada sinetron indonesia yang mak suka tu. Logik sket la if nak banding. At lease I have brought a new perspective towards drama ni. Well, I would consider myself a drama lover so to say...habis sume drama kte layan...baik Melayu, Indonesia , Jepun, Korea, Spanish, Filipino dsb... Tapi yang paling tak bley pegi citer Cina..from back then~

Memandangkan saya 'bercuti semester' lebih awal dari yang sepatutnya...maka rutin harian/mingguan untuk si temporary OKU ni adalah menonton program2 seperti:

Channel 391: The Thorn Birds
Channel 393: Loving You Thousand Times, Three Sisters, 49 Days, Family Comes  Here, Strong Heart, O, My School, Dream Team
Channel 701: CSI, House
Channel 132: Maharaja Lawak (haha :P)

Ha..tu la aktiviti berpoya2 di rumah. Ya, memang sungguh membosankan tapi apakan daya...saya dicutikan.. Maka, bercutilah juga otak saya dari memikirkan hal2 stress berkaitan kerja.

Tapi rasanya, rutin akan berubah minggu hadapan. Harapnya, rutin kehidupan bertambah baik...insyaAllah

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

If I could remember clearly, the very first time I went through a surgery and thus being  hospitalized was 10 years ago. 26 October 2001 to be exact (if I remember it right) and that was a few days after I sat for my PMR examination. It was unplanned. Everything seemed to happen so sudden that I can't really recall every single detail about it. To tell the truth,  despite the fact that my mother was a nurse, I never like hospitals or clinics...what more the idea of being hospitalized. But...who says we will only get/face things that we like. At that point of time, I thought I have become a strong, brave girl. I thought...and I continue to have that thought until then...

And that was the story 10 years ago.

And it was so true that history repeats itself. But, I would never expect that I would go through the same experience again. 19 April 2011 marked another history in my life. Though the experience was slightly different, but it share similarities that I don't wish to share here. Now, I am not sure if the thought or the belief that I have about myself is true or not. I am not sure if I  have grown stronger and tougher as I should or not. What I do now is just to go on with life and face whatever I have to face...with the thought that "hey, you are becoming stronger and tougher each day".

I don't know what to do and how should I live my life without HIM...

HE is my only strength and to HIM I put my trust...

Salam~