Assalamualaikum W.B.T

First, hari ni dalam sejarah, my students 'pengsan' masa saya dok terangkan poem...
Am I dead boring guys?
Sepatutnya, I feel angry bila tengok students tak pay attention...
Tapi tak, saya bantai gelak coz I think it's funny to find out right in front of your eyes that:
"Hey, come on...you are boring girl!"....hahaha
Moral of the story: do not ever do teacher talk anymore...do group work :)

Second, I don't know why but as I build better rapport my students, I began to miss my little brother even more...
I am not sure if I am doing the right thing or not, but I think I am not being a teacher to my students...
I'm acting more like a sister...that I could not be to my real brother...
Yeah, I may have crossed the line...but I cannot help myself from loving them the way I want to love my brother...
I remembered a dialogue in film "Cinta":
"Kadang-kadang, orang yang paling kita sayang lah yang paling susah untuk disayang"

So, if my own brother do not want to be loved, is it wrong for me to love other person's brothers or sisters....haha..

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Wah, setelah sekian lama x tag-mengetag ni, kali ni saya selesaikan tag dari Akirasuri...kawan alam maya yang saya tak sempat lagi bertentang empat mata dengan tuan punya badan...hehe... (cik ati, saya pun copy paste gak..hihi)

1. Copy award untuk diletakkan di blog anda:


2) Nyatakan 6 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini:

1. Seorang yang sangat pemalu...(berdasarkan analisa daripada penulisan beliau...hihi)
2. Seorang anak mithali kepada bonda beliau yang terchenta.
3. Seorang yang mempunyai kebolehan mengekspresi bahasa dengan sangat baik...lihat saja pada puisi2 nukilan beliau ;)
4. Seorang yang sukakan "nature".
5. Seorang yang pandai bercerita...saya sangat suka membaca entri2 blog beliau...tak kisah la kisah yang benar mahupun kisah2 rekaan.
6. Seorang yang bekerja dekat dengan dengan rumah saya rupanya...tapi tak 'jumpa' pun...hehe

3) Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 9 fakta/hobi diri sendiri:

1. Nama timangan anda?--------> ina.
2. Anda Seorang Yang?--------> reserved.
3. Insan Yang Teristimewa?----------> mak.
4. Lagu Kesukaan?-----------> yang slow dan mendamaikan jiwa.
5. Makanan Kesukaan Anda?--------> kuey teow goreng mak.
6. Sikap Yang Membuat Anda stress?---------> tidiness...hehe.
7. Warna Kesukaan Anda?-----------> biru, maroon, hitam.
8. Benda yang mesti ada dalam beg?-----------> wallet, phone, tissue.
9. Kali terakhir anda menangis?------> tak ingat..hehe.

4) Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan terangkan tentang mereka:

takde kawan plak nak ditag...hehe...

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

I think I should be thankful to my beloved Mom as she managed to persuade me to choose the path that I am at right now...
Call it destiny...
Call it fate...
Call it whatever you like it...
But, I always believe if He knows everything...
He knows what's best for me...

Now, I think that my love towards the thing that I'm doing is blossoming...
and I hope it ill never stop growing...
I am contend with my life right now coz the feeling that I had 5 years ago had totally dissapeared...
I wish this feeling would last forever...insyaAllah
Thanks Allah...

"Which is it, of the favours of your Lord, that you deny?"
(55:13)

The Road Not Taken
Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

p/s: if only my students could 'feel' this poem the way I feel it right now :)

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Alhamdulillah...lega rasa hati bila semuanya dah selesai...
Macam ni, baru la happy...
Tak kisah dah apa nak jadi, yang penting saya buat apa yang patut saya selesaikan...
The rest...just ignore ;P

Ya Allah, terima kasih sebab masih lagi memberi kesempatan dan ruang waktu untuk bernafas dengan tenang...
Terima kasih kerana meleraikan segalanya :)
Semoga kebahagiaan terus menjadi milikku selamanya...

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Hmm...inilah padahnya kalau menipu diri sendiri...
Sepatutnya, perkara itu telah lama saya selesaikan... as in put an end to it...
Tapi, saya sendiri yang degil...masih mahu main tarik tali...nak test power la konon...
In the end, siapa yang susah...diri sendiri juga kan...

Tapi hari ini, saya sudah bertekad...
Saya hanya mahukan kehidupan yang dulu...
Biarlah kalau tiada kemajuan sekalipun...asalkan saya bahagia...
Itulah padahnya kalau tamak...sudahnya, tak dapat apa melainkan hati yang terluka...haha

Apapun sekarang, I think I am a happy person again...
Sebabnya, saya sudah kembali kepada fitrah asal saya :)
Selamat tinggal mr. and mrs. whatever...haha

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

this week, dah 2 kali buat benda2 out of conscious ni...
x tau la nape...
it's like out of no where plak this trait suddenly appeared...

hmm...harapnya I am making the right decision...
dah la baru je ajar students pasal decision making...

p/s: I really do not know how to reject people...
perhaps, because I hate rejection kot....
too bad...too bad

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

My friend once said:
You can hope but do not expect.

Yeah... to some extent I do agree with it.

But, what am I doing right now...

Kononnya full stop... kononnya x expect...
But am I actually doing it whole-heartedly?
I don't think so....aha

Someone please call 911...please rescue me ;P

Salam~

p/s: hate it when I feel like a dumb in front of my students =P

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Esok sekolah tapi satu lesson pun x plan lagi. Cuma baju je yang dah beriron plus weekly reflection. Buku rekod masih caca-merba dan last week stuff's masih x dikemas kini. Tak tau la kenapa rilex sangat lepas debriefing haritu. Lepak je.

My friend said weekend kene la rehat2....but not in my case. Weekend ni kena la siapkan bnda yang x siap time weekdays. Plan lesson, siapkan reflection and whatsoever. Tapi kalau dah malas kan, semua tu hanya la tinggal senarai...haha...

Btw, I still got 6 weeks kat sekolah tu. Meaning, sebulan setengah je lagi. Though I hate the fact that I need to be observed and evaluated (which made me wanted to get this thing over and done a.s.a.p), I enjoy being at the school - meeting my beloved students. At this moment, they are my sweethearts la konon2....haha...(sorry eh my nephews ;P)

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Sekarang ni rasa cam nak lempang2 je muka sendiri...
Rasa lawak pun ade...
This is what you might feel when you mistakenly chatted with someone that you think was your classmate 8 years ago because of the similar name and hometown.
The funniest part was when you confidently think that he's really your friend and started to feel annoyed when he asked "kite memang kenal eh?".
The climax of the story was when you found out that OMG he's 28 when your friend should be 22 by now...
What a story la kan...
especially when the conversation was initiated by ME... how could that happened!!!

Iera, this is all your fault....
You are the reason I feel bad about myself for not contacting any of my friends after coming back from OZ and thus lead me to act impulsively by doing what I just did.
Kononnya..."okay, I should improve myself". Ceh!
Tapi, i x salah kan u betul2 pun... I yang gatal tangan....haha

What happened to me today were so irony...
Perhaps, that's what Allah has planned for me kan...who knows...


But whatever it is, today was just _______________ (i don't how to describe it) ;P

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

I think I should not feel what I feel right now...It's just too much...
Maybe I should just put an end to what I started...
Yeah...that's the best I think...
At least before it's too late ;P

Come on!! Let get back to the real world!

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

I don't know what to feel...what more to expect anything...
But I'm happy now and always hope for the best...insyaAllah...


p/s: school can be torturing at times but somehow I began to fall in love with it esp. when my students make me happy :)