i called my family today...
glad to hear from my sister...
we talked lots of things particularly about her sons...
she reported that naqib cries a lot nowadays...being bullied by nafis and iman i guess...
she claimed that though naqib seemed to be kerek, he is actually penakut...
and though nafis and iman looked lombo, they are actually more otai than naqib...haha..whatever dear...i still miss you guys...
the most interesting part is when naqib non-stoply cried when i was talking to my sister...
imagine...the loudness of his voice could be heard even in Australia...what a distance..aish...
and for rifqi aka kiki...she said that he looked like shin-chan...boley ke...x bleh blah langsung...
actually, i have not had the chance to see rifqi's pictures...still wondering how he look like...who did he resemble the most...his mom or dad...hehe...x kisah pun...
what important now is that...i am really looking forward in meeting them this december...just another 3 months...lama x lama la nih...huhu
talked with my mum also, reporting my achievement in baking a moist chocolate cake yestesday...
she was so interested in knowing the recipe...
i ended up giving her a cooking lesson..what an irony...huhu...
i wonder whether my mom was really interested to bake the cake or just being supportive..hehe...
xpe mak...i still love you..mucho!!
actually, i kind of sleepy right now...
so, this entry is just a crappy rambling of mine...
bear with it..daa...
.::033 : tiredness that fades away::.
hmm...at last syal have managed to create her own blog after so much time spend on deciding which template to be used as her blog layout...
it's okay syal..making decision is always not easy...hehe...
and guess what?? i was the first person who commented on it...sorry iffah...you are just one second late...huhu
last week was a miserable week for me...
i don't know why...
i talked unnecessary things a lot, a laughed a lot, i ate a lot, and the most important point here is that i did lots of things that i don't want to do...
i thought i could cope with all those things yet i realized that i couldn't continue my life like that...it's was so distressing...
my life became chaos...totally in a mess...
sometimes, i think being tolerant is very important...and i tried...
but too much tolerance made me tired especially when the person you expect to understand you didn't really recognized your tolerance...(though i have no expectations..hehe)
i'm not saying that i'm 'berkira'...and i know i should never do...
i'm just expressing my feeling that i was in a great exhaustion last week..physically, mentally, spiritually...
i was so tired, fatigue and what so ever that i incidently sweated (ke??) through my eyes...magic wasn't it?? huhu...
but, today..here i am...declaring myself to be fine...
i'm okay now and i think i should go back to the normal cycle of my life...
being the normal and usual alimahneirma...maybe better ones...i hope...iA...
kind of excited to be normal again...bley ke cakap camni...haha
okay..chiaw...
it's okay syal..making decision is always not easy...hehe...
and guess what?? i was the first person who commented on it...sorry iffah...you are just one second late...huhu
last week was a miserable week for me...
i don't know why...
i talked unnecessary things a lot, a laughed a lot, i ate a lot, and the most important point here is that i did lots of things that i don't want to do...
i thought i could cope with all those things yet i realized that i couldn't continue my life like that...it's was so distressing...
my life became chaos...totally in a mess...
sometimes, i think being tolerant is very important...and i tried...
but too much tolerance made me tired especially when the person you expect to understand you didn't really recognized your tolerance...(though i have no expectations..hehe)
i'm not saying that i'm 'berkira'...and i know i should never do...
i'm just expressing my feeling that i was in a great exhaustion last week..physically, mentally, spiritually...
i was so tired, fatigue and what so ever that i incidently sweated (ke??) through my eyes...magic wasn't it?? huhu...
but, today..here i am...declaring myself to be fine...
i'm okay now and i think i should go back to the normal cycle of my life...
being the normal and usual alimahneirma...maybe better ones...i hope...iA...
kind of excited to be normal again...bley ke cakap camni...haha
okay..chiaw...
.::032 : yeay::.
just read today's newspaper and i found that the national football team won the Pesta Bola Merdeka...yeay..
actually, i don't really keep track of their performances like i used to do years ago...
but, the headline on today's newspaper somehow stimulate my interest to figure out more about their latest achievement...
and...finally they have proven that they can do it...gift for the 50th independence they said...bley la...
don't really recognize the players except for hafiz zamani n zaquan adha...
aish...i have nearly forgotten my fondness towards you guys (dulu2 la)...ahaks...
whatever it is...keep up the good work...
actually, i don't really keep track of their performances like i used to do years ago...
but, the headline on today's newspaper somehow stimulate my interest to figure out more about their latest achievement...
and...finally they have proven that they can do it...gift for the 50th independence they said...bley la...
don't really recognize the players except for hafiz zamani n zaquan adha...
aish...i have nearly forgotten my fondness towards you guys (dulu2 la)...ahaks...
whatever it is...keep up the good work...
.::031 : jangan biarku terleka lagi::.
setiap hari ku berazam...
agar ku tak leka dalam kelam...
mengulang dosa semalam...
namun, setiap hari juga...
ku lalai dalam perjuangan...
hanyut dalam kealpaan...
aku benci setiap kali...
bila kumungkiri janjiku lagi...
bila kunodai niat murni naluri...
mengapa aku begini...
apa sebenarnya yang ku cari...
lupakah aku pada Rabbi...
Ya Ilahi Rabbul Izzati...
kurniakanku petunjuk suci...
jangan biarku terleka lagi...
agar ku tak leka dalam kelam...
mengulang dosa semalam...
namun, setiap hari juga...
ku lalai dalam perjuangan...
hanyut dalam kealpaan...
aku benci setiap kali...
bila kumungkiri janjiku lagi...
bila kunodai niat murni naluri...
mengapa aku begini...
apa sebenarnya yang ku cari...
lupakah aku pada Rabbi...
Ya Ilahi Rabbul Izzati...
kurniakanku petunjuk suci...
jangan biarku terleka lagi...
.::030 : hukum membuat sweeping statement / generalization::.
actually, this entry reflect nothing about the title...
maybe just a little connection...
just recently, this one issue suddently interest me...
about making sweeping statement / generalization...
i could clearly remember how mr. lawrence (my beloved lecturer...duhh) keep telling us not to make sweeping statement in our written assignments when i was in ipba back then...
i learnt by heart these three principle when making statement...
1st - state
2nd - support
3rd - elaborate
if we could incorporate these three key elements in making certain statement...then only the idea will be considered valid...
his 'drilling' really effective for me as i always try to apply these principles in my daily life...
what interest me more is that in Al-Quran, i found that Allah never make generalizations...
for example, in some verse which talk about punishments to certain community, Allah never make generalizations but include limitations or exceptions...
i'm so impressed...subhanallah...
so, i've made my conclusion...
all this while, i know that every knowledge comes from Allah...be it about nature, science, commerce etc...
but now, i believe wholeheartedly that all knowledge in this world comes from Allah...
indeed, Allah is ever-Knowing...
maybe just a little connection...
just recently, this one issue suddently interest me...
about making sweeping statement / generalization...
i could clearly remember how mr. lawrence (my beloved lecturer...duhh) keep telling us not to make sweeping statement in our written assignments when i was in ipba back then...
i learnt by heart these three principle when making statement...
1st - state
2nd - support
3rd - elaborate
if we could incorporate these three key elements in making certain statement...then only the idea will be considered valid...
his 'drilling' really effective for me as i always try to apply these principles in my daily life...
what interest me more is that in Al-Quran, i found that Allah never make generalizations...
for example, in some verse which talk about punishments to certain community, Allah never make generalizations but include limitations or exceptions...
i'm so impressed...subhanallah...
so, i've made my conclusion...
all this while, i know that every knowledge comes from Allah...be it about nature, science, commerce etc...
but now, i believe wholeheartedly that all knowledge in this world comes from Allah...
indeed, Allah is ever-Knowing...
.::029 : kek batik AU::.
all u need are:50g butter
8 tablespoon Milo
8 tablespoon milk
1 cup water
1 egg
1 packet arrowroot/marrie
chef-d-mission: rienmiel n syikin
.::028 : biskut cheesecake AU::.
all u need are:base
12 pieces of digestives biscuits
25g butter
55g brown sugar
cake
325g philadephia cheese
100g sugar
2 eggs
1 teaspoon vanilla essence
chef-d-mission: rienmiel
.::027 : otanjoobi omedetou okaa-san::.
alhamdulillah...at last i managed to complete 'the' assignment...
i'm kind of sad since the desire to post this entry on the actual date cannot be fulfilled...
nevermind, at least now i could post this entry...
specially dedicated to my mom...
i'm kind of sad since the desire to post this entry on the actual date cannot be fulfilled...
nevermind, at least now i could post this entry...
specially dedicated to my mom...
happy birthday mak...
i'm so sorry that i can't be there...celebrating with you...
i wish that i could always stay beside you but you know...sometimes, it's when we are apart that we appreciate each other more than we always do...
i'm glad that i have you in my life...
you are one of the greatest gifts from Allah for me...
and i'm grateful for that...honto ni!!!
sayang mak....
i'm so sorry that i can't be there...celebrating with you...
i wish that i could always stay beside you but you know...sometimes, it's when we are apart that we appreciate each other more than we always do...
i'm glad that i have you in my life...
you are one of the greatest gifts from Allah for me...
and i'm grateful for that...honto ni!!!
sayang mak....
love,
...ina...
...ina...
.::026 : layakkah saya::.
sem ni seperti lebih tough dr sem-sem sebelum ni...
tapi saya yakin, saya mampu lakukannya...
saya rasa tak perlulah kita mengeluh bila kita rasa kita ada banyak kerja atau tanggungjawab yang perlu diselesaikan sebab saya percaya semua perkara ini memang sudah ditaklifkan untuk kita...
jadi, tak perlulah gusar...
apa yang penting, kita perlu lebih tenang dan bijak merancang masa (walaupun saya selalu gagal untuk merealisasikan hasrat ini...huhu)
dan sesungguhnya, ketenangan itu datangnya dari Allah...
setiap kali saya rasa susah...saya selalu terfikir akan nasib saudara2 saya di bumi al-Quds...
mereka jauh lebih susah dari saya...
ujian mereka lebih berat, tanggungjawab mereka lebih banyak...
di sana, mereka perlu menempuh ujian getir even semasa hendak ke sekolah...
hatta kanak-kanak kecil pun terpaksa bermujahadah dalam perjalanan menuntut ilmu...
betapa besarnya pengorbanan mereka...
saya sepatutnya perlu banyak bersyukur...
saya telah diberi biasiswa, peluang belajar di luar negara, menetap di tempat tinggal yang selesa...apa lagi yang saya mahukan...
teringat ayat ini dalam surah Ar-Rahman..."Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?" (55:13)
jika hanya perlu menjalankan tugas sebagai pelajar pun saya tidak mampu lakukan...di mana layaknya saya berada di bumi Allah ini...
saya mohon pada Allah agar dipermudahkan segala urusan dan sentiasa menjadi hamba-Nya yang bersyukur..ameen...
"Dialah yang telah menurunkan ketenangan ke dalam hati orang-orang mukmin untuk menambah keimanan atas keimanan mereka (yang sedia ada)." (48:4)
tapi saya yakin, saya mampu lakukannya...
saya rasa tak perlulah kita mengeluh bila kita rasa kita ada banyak kerja atau tanggungjawab yang perlu diselesaikan sebab saya percaya semua perkara ini memang sudah ditaklifkan untuk kita...
jadi, tak perlulah gusar...
apa yang penting, kita perlu lebih tenang dan bijak merancang masa (walaupun saya selalu gagal untuk merealisasikan hasrat ini...huhu)
dan sesungguhnya, ketenangan itu datangnya dari Allah...
setiap kali saya rasa susah...saya selalu terfikir akan nasib saudara2 saya di bumi al-Quds...
mereka jauh lebih susah dari saya...
ujian mereka lebih berat, tanggungjawab mereka lebih banyak...
di sana, mereka perlu menempuh ujian getir even semasa hendak ke sekolah...
hatta kanak-kanak kecil pun terpaksa bermujahadah dalam perjalanan menuntut ilmu...
betapa besarnya pengorbanan mereka...
saya sepatutnya perlu banyak bersyukur...
saya telah diberi biasiswa, peluang belajar di luar negara, menetap di tempat tinggal yang selesa...apa lagi yang saya mahukan...
teringat ayat ini dalam surah Ar-Rahman..."Maka nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?" (55:13)
jika hanya perlu menjalankan tugas sebagai pelajar pun saya tidak mampu lakukan...di mana layaknya saya berada di bumi Allah ini...
saya mohon pada Allah agar dipermudahkan segala urusan dan sentiasa menjadi hamba-Nya yang bersyukur..ameen...
"Dialah yang telah menurunkan ketenangan ke dalam hati orang-orang mukmin untuk menambah keimanan atas keimanan mereka (yang sedia ada)." (48:4)
.::025 : dan hanya dengan mengingati Allah hati kan tenang::.
alhamdulillah...
at last, i feel that i could see the shine of hope...
though there is an element of uncertainty in something called "hope", i think it is not wrong to be grateful and feel relief...
i always consider every single moment of happiness or sadness as oppurtunity for me to reflect...
reflecting...in any ways...makes a better me...maybe...
whatever it is...this entry is made to indicate that "pentarbiyan di musim hibernasi" has nearly come to it's end...insyAllah...
quote for today:
"Jika Allah menolong kamu, maka tidak ada yang dapat mengalahkanmu, tetapi jika Allah membiarkan kamu (tidak memberi pertolongan), maka siapakah yang dapat menolongmu setelah itu? Kerana itu, hendaklah kepada Allah sahaja orang2 mukmin bertawakkal" (3:160)
at last, i feel that i could see the shine of hope...
though there is an element of uncertainty in something called "hope", i think it is not wrong to be grateful and feel relief...
i always consider every single moment of happiness or sadness as oppurtunity for me to reflect...
reflecting...in any ways...makes a better me...maybe...
whatever it is...this entry is made to indicate that "pentarbiyan di musim hibernasi" has nearly come to it's end...insyAllah...
quote for today:
"Jika Allah menolong kamu, maka tidak ada yang dapat mengalahkanmu, tetapi jika Allah membiarkan kamu (tidak memberi pertolongan), maka siapakah yang dapat menolongmu setelah itu? Kerana itu, hendaklah kepada Allah sahaja orang2 mukmin bertawakkal" (3:160)
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