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Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Life is about making decision. I guess, every moment in our life involves decision making. Yet, it is not always easy to decide on something. There are times when you'll be stressful in deciding even a very simple matter. Maybe this does not apply to all but it always happen to me. Probably because I am not a simple person...I am complicated...heh.

But I guess, as we get older and thus have more experience, we do learn something from the past. Often in my life, before I decide on things, I always look for the pros and cons for the choices that I have. It gets difficult when the things you are comparing with do weigh the same. This is when you start having conflict and dilemma with your ownself. But I think we (or precisely ME) always forget this one particular issue in the compare and contrast stage. It is: "On what basis do you weigh things?" Was it based on your "personal scale" or was it based on "neraca langit"? Hmm...what do you think?

Alhamdulillah...today I managed to make a decision on something that I had iniatially felt reluctant to do. I was having conflict as to do A or B. While at first, I feel doing A is the best (because that's what I want to do for myself), I finally decide to do B. Reasons: Because HE has guide me to reconsider B based on the "neraca langit". Though I may not be able to cater my own need and preference, insyaAllah, by doing B, I'll get more satisfaction. Indeed, HE who knows better knows the best...that's for sure =)

Salam~

p/s: a simple thing for others may not be simple for me too...because I am just nobody but a complicated girl ;P