.::tanding banding::.

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Hari ini hampir sampai ke penghujungnya. Dan konklusi saya untuk hari ini: "Saya tak suka di banding-bandingkan dengan sesiapa". Noktah.

Entahlah...terkadang saya rasa saya ni jenis yang terlalu emosi. Senang nak terasa tak tentu pasal. Tapi tentang isu tanding banding ni, saya memang tak suka dari dulu lagi. Tak kisahla perbandingan tentang fizikal ke, kognitif ke, personaliti ke...just name it and I will hate them all. Tak kisah jugakla perbandingan tu dibuat antara saya dengan ahli keluarga ke, kawan ke, saudara mara ke...yang saya tahu saya memang pantang. For sure saya akan melenting when I found out or realized or heard that I am being compared with others...(paling2 pun mesti emo dalam hati punya).

I knew, sometimes...people made comparison because they want us to recognized and realized our strength and weaknesses --> but most of the time, I think the weak points are the main ideas...heh...sceptical sungguh ;)

But I don't need such motivation. For me, it is better if people just say...okay...this is what I like about you...and this is what I don't like about you...that you could improve...perhaps

rather than...

You are good in terms of this and that as compared to such and such...
Such and such is better in this and that than you....

duhh....I just hate that....Rimas okeih...

For me, things like that only kills my desire to improve myself.
Elok2 I want to study harder....but because someone compared me with someone else....terus malas nak belajar...
Elok2 I want to start doing something....but because someone said "Eh, kalau dia buat lagi bagus"...terus x jadi...nah...buat la sendiri kan...

Ntahla...Maybe it's my problem...but I just feel distracted with such mumblings...
Is it a problem if I want to do things on my own way and based on my own pace?
Couldn't I just do that without any distraction?...couldn't I?

Hmm..ntahla..dalam dunia ni, sapa kite nak expect semua benda jadi ikut apa yang kita suke je kan...takde la terms "mehnah dan tribulasi" kalau gitu....hehe

Salam~

p/s: dalam proses menjadi anak singa, banyak perkara yang perlu dikorbankan...terutamanya perasaanku yang fragile ini...moga tabah hati tak berbelah hati...insyaAllah....