.::041 : last minute work isn't always bad::.

haha...it is just today that i decided to make the above statement...
who would expect that statement would finally came out from my mouth...me neither...
but, it is too a certain degree, true...

i just don't know why my learning habits suddenly changed when i came here...
i am no longer make early preparation for my assignments neither send two or three drafts to be edited by the tutor...
to my surprise, i began to do assignments at the very last minute...
last minute to the extent that i just started writing the essay at 3 a.m in the morning when the assignment was supposed to due at 2 p.m the same day...scary huh?
maybe for some people, that situation is just normal...
but for me, it is not...
"keje gile" i would say...
but, sometimes, things are just out of control...
the issue of laziness should earlier be excluded from discussion although i would admit that this is also one of the contributing factor...
but, writer's block is my primary concern here...
it is so stressful when you tried so many times to get going with your assignments but you just cannot...
it is only at the eleventh hour that the ideas would running "bagai tak mahu"...
so, what can i do?
who is there to be blamed?

in this case, i always remember that everything is just the "ilham from Allah"...
maybe i am not having as much effort required to do the things i have to do...
maybe i just take things for granted...
maybe i just too relax...(who says i am relax? i am just not panic...that's my problem!!)

after so many times i did this (last minute assignments)...
i noticed that i did better in the assignments that i do last minute rather than the ones i finished earlier...
weird huh??
haha...thinking about this made me laugh...
the fact that "last minute assignment scored better" is interesting...
yet, it is something that i should never believe...
no...i don't want to take a risk...(although i already done that so many times...hehe)


whatever it is...the moral from this story are...

(1) each and everyone of us is a unique individual...thus, they have their own learning style...even if it may differ from all the people in the world...

(2) people change...sometimes, the changes may be too drastic that they may totally contradict with who and how the people used to be...either for the better or worse...

(3) in whatever you do, do not rush..or else you'll panic...doing any jobs when you are in a state of panic would affect the quality of your job...

(4) everything that happens to you even your mental processes are in the hands of Allah...so, if you are able to do things smoothly...be thankful to Allah...and if you are having problems with it, ask Allah to make it easier for you...that's the deal...

(5) do not make easy conclusion...my statement at the beginning of this entry would never always applicable...you have a life to risk...hehe

(6) plan your work...sometimes, it is difficult to follow what you plan...but at least, you know what you should do and when you failed to do it, at least you are prepared to face any consequences that awaits...hehe

**there's only 2 assignments left + 1 class test + 2 exams...after day=>holiday mode ^^
feeling excited to end this semester...
only about 2 months left to struggle...
gambatte ne!!!