Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Hari Khamis malam mak call (atas demand anakanda tersayang...ekeke). Hmm.., bergayut sakan la kami. Tetiba, pada minit kesebelas, line tak clear plak. So end call camtu je. Pastu, malam tadi plak saya call mak. Nampaknya mak sangat keletihan sebab sibuk mengusahakan kebun dengan abah. Hmm...orang-orang dewasa ni memang tak leh duduk diam kan. Bagusla tu. Tapi yang penting, kesihatan kena jaga. Anakanda jauh sekarang, tak boleh nak urut picit bila diperlukan (haha...gaya nak mithali berbicara)

Semalam gak saya wish mak Happy Mother's Day. Pastu mak tanya, kenapa tak wish esok. Saya pun jawab, "saje". Mak tetiba plak request kek pisang. Aduh, susah ni. Jauh nak menghantar. Takpe mak, insyaAllah saya buat untuk mak bila saya balik nanti. Tapi kan, saya rasa bila buat balik benda2 yang saya try kat Oz masa kat rumah, tak sedap pun. Hmm...tak tau la sebab ape. Mungkin masa kat sini pun tak sedap gak tapi sebab xde pilihan, so sume pun rase sedap je kat tekak ni. Bile kat Malaysia, leh je tunjuk2 nak makan ape. So, sebab tu la boleh nak mengkomen itu sedap, ini tak sedap. Lumrah la tu =)

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Hi everyone. Welcome to my new house. Time2 busy kene buat assignments la saya dok sibuk nak pindah rumah. Dan dan la kan...baru sekarang sibuk nak punggah barang. Buat masa ni, cukup la kot. Nanti ade mase, saya touch up la mana2 yang patut =)

Emm, sebenarnya dah lama nak pindah rumah baru ni tapi susah sangat nak pilih rumah yang berkenan. Yang ni pun bukanla berkenan sangat especially when the background is yellow in colour...erk... Tapi, saya berkenan sungguh kat rainbow since saya memang ske benda2 colourful ni. So, yang ni kire tangkap muat la buat masa ni.

Okay la, cukup la untuk kali ni. Nak kena cari journals for my assignments. Dah berjam-jam saya off task nih. Harap2 lepas ni mood belajar pun meningkat sebab rumah dah berwajah baru...yuhuuu

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Alhamdulillah...praise be to Allah.
I am in love and will forever do....insyaAllah.
I just don't know how to describe the feelings or perhaps express it.
What I knew is that, the feeling is just there.
It's inside me.
And I am drowing...drowing in love.

I think I now understand when they say, "ibadah itu cinta" and "cinta itu ibadah".
As they both compliment each other very well indeed =)

p/s: mencintai seseorang merupakan salah satu bentuk ibadah...dan ibadah itu merupakan tanda kita mencintai Allah ;)
mak, abah...saya cinta kamu!!!

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Kegagalan terkadang buat kita takut meneruskan kehidupan.
Tapi, kita tak punya banyak pilihan.
Kita harus terus melangkah.
Cuma mungkin langkahan masa depan itu perlu diatur lebih kemas lagi.
Supaya kegagalan semalam tidak kita ulangi.

Kegagalan jua terkadang buat kita terlalu pesimis menilai hidup.
Kita mungkin akan selalu merasa yang indah itu ada pada mereka.
Dan selalu menjangka yang buruk itu adalah untuk kita.
Itulah penilaian yang salah.

"We are afraid of losing what we have, whether it’s our life or our possessions and property. But this fear evaporates when we understand that our life stories and the history of the world were written by the same hand”
(The Archemist by Paulo Coelho >> curik from blog Kak Jamie...minta halal ek..ekeke)

Salam~

Bismillah

setiap detik waktu itu membawa amanah
setiap yang berlaku itu membuka peluang
setiap yang hadir itu datang bersamanya tanggungjawab

justeru...

mensia-siakan waktu bererti mengkhianati amanah
berdiam diri bererti melepaskan peluang
membiarkan yang hadir bererti mengabaikan tanggungjawab

antara angan dan sedar...

Salam~

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:

1) suke colourful things - colours really turn me on =)
2) bley jadi sgt emo kalau tengok tempat bersepah esp. my personal space.
3) ade penyakit tido berlebihan yang melampau especially bile ade banyak assignments or bile nak exam...tension la kunun...ekeke
4) never a risk taker - i am a reflector type of person: observe people first then decide whether to do or not to do...tak kisah la orang nak cakap ape...bukan ke kite kene acknowledge individual differences...ahaks=)
5) can be very cold to some people but be very nice and manja2 (ekekeke) to some others...ikut suke ai la ;P
6) sangat suke makan roti dan yang sewaktu dengannya - tu pasal la badan cenggini...sbb yeast dah berkumpul and berespirasi dengan jayanya...hehe
7) my OCD can sometimes exhaust me but i just like to be me.

7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME:

1) Allah The Almighty
2) mati dalam keadaan su'ul-khatimah - Ya Allah, moga dijauhkan...
3) berjaya di dunia tapi tak di akhirat - which makes me the BIGGEST LOSER
4) tak sempat express my true feelings to my loved ones - tgh praktis2 being more expressive skrg ;)
5) people's perception towards me - tapi tengah belajar ignore this feeling...buat menyusah je...
6) height - gayat seyh
7) speed

7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:

1) Brothers - Cinta Ilahi
2) De Hearty - Kasih Sayang
3) Suhaimi & Munif - Kesekian Kali
4) UNIC - Hakikat Bahagia
5) Sheila Abdull - Mungkinkah
6) De Hearty - Cinta Bersulam Noda
7) De Haerty - Erti Persahabatan

7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST:

1) poyo
2) bongek
3) ko pehal?
4) macham...
5) tu la...
6) batak seyh
7) tak pe

7 THINGS I TREASURE THE MOST:

1) Iman dan Islam
2) Families
3) Friends
4) My life
5) My experience
6) Every single thing that I have
7) My laptop and my blog =)


7 “FIRST TIME” THINGS I EVER DID:

1) Duduk hostel masa form 4 - marks my 1st time being apart from my parents...padahal klang-banting bukan jauh mane pun...hehe
2) Naik segala macam rides (4 je pun) kat Movie World, Gold Coast - 1st time okess and for a gayat person like me, this was an achievement tau ;)
3) Choosing this course and releasing the other - ni kire my own version of The Road Not Taken la...as I always believe that the bless from your parents is everything after the bless from Allah
4) Makan home-made sushi masa kat Melbourne - senior QUT buat...ok gak rasa die...tapi still x makan sushi sampai sekarang except that one pasticular time ^^
5) Memasak segala jenis juadah (haha....exaggerate je ni) especially cake and cookies bile dok oversea ni - erk, bile balik mesia, kembali kepada keadaan asal semula sebab mak kan ade...ekeke
6) Drive kereta (after 21 years of living...hehehe) - ni pun ade instructor kat sebelah...ekekeke...tapi kan, lesen pun xde lagi...takde rezeki la nak complete kan test during last summer holiday...takpe, ade rezeki nanti, saya sambung balik....huhu
7) Naik flight masa nak fly ke OZ - 1st time okess selepas 20 tahun...takpe, tak sume orang ade peluang yang sama kan...And, saya sangat bersyukur mendapat peluang tu, tak kisah la awal ke lewat...nanti plan nak bawa adik and kakak plak naik flight...bagi la dorg merasa...Bukanke rezeki yang ade patut dikongsi bersama...barula berkat...

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:

1) Akirasuri
2) Cahaya mata
3) Kak nisa
4) Fina
5) Salina
6) Lysa

7) Kak jamie

Bismillah~

kertas itu sama putih
lalu kau coretkan pena biru
dan ku layarkan tinta merah
kau tuliskan madahmu
dan ku lakarkan pujanggaku
mungkinkah karya kita sama?

pentas itu sama luas
lalu kau lagukan iramamu
dan ku gerakkan tariku
kau perdengarkan melodi syahdu
dan ku persembahkan gemalai laku
mungkinkah pesona kita sama?

padang itu sama hijau
lalu kau lontarkan bolamu
dan ku terbangkan layang-layangku
kau berkejaran selayak mampumu
dan ku berlarian sekadar butuhku
mungkinkah lelah kita sama?

kau dan aku
berkongsi ruang waktu
namun kesudahannya mungkin sama tak perlu
kerna kau punya alasanmu
dan aku punya alasanku
kau punya jiwamu
dan aku punya jiwaku

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Wah, hari ni je dah 3 entry saya tulis...hebat nih. Nampak sangat la saya langsung tak menunaikan tanggungjawab sebagai pelajar hari ni. Mentang-mentangla takde kelas. Lagipun, saya rasa kurang sihat hari ni. Seperti mengalami kesakitan di bahagian tekak dan kerongkong (adakah sebab heater?) Sebab tu rasa malas belajar...muahaha (alasan baik punya!!!)

Hari ni juga saya gembira sebab dapat berbual2 dengan orang tersayang bukan sekali tapi dua kali (which is so unlikely to happen before this). Pagi tadi abah call masa die tengah medang (read: minum kat kedai kopi) kat kedai Mak Leman. Sedapnya.... Tetiba teringat: "Makcik, nasi lemak sotong satu, teh ais satu"...ekeke...in my dream la kan...hmm...

Pastu, petang tadi mak pulak call. Borak2 dengan mak. Pastu saya request nak cakap dengan Nafis dan Naqib. Dorg pun report la pasal dapat beskal baru from Papa. Hamboi...bukan men suka lagi korang yer. Saya nak tengok juga la by the time saya balik hujung tahun ni, still ade rupe beskal lagi ke tak. Ntah2 dah barai sama macam Si Borhan a.k.a Si Rempit Jr. (read: my beloved adik la ni...sape lagi) mengerjakan motornya. Harap2 tak la. Erk, tetiba rindu plak kat Borhan. "Dik, ko tak marahkan aku panggil ko Borhan...hehe". (nama sebenar: Afiq Haikal, nama glamer: Borhan (sape tengok Keluang Man...ekeke). The best past was, Rifqi pun nak cakap gak dengan aunty die nih. Saya pun dok Qiqi..Qiqi...Qiqi. And the little boy was just like looking around, searching from where the voice came from. Tak sabar nak tunggu Qiqi pandai cakap...huhu.

Actually, kat entry ni saya nak share resepi pusing marble yang saya buat tadi. Erk, walaupun tak jadi sangat (I don't even know how it tastes like since I haven't break my fast when this entry is being written) tapi takpe, effort itu penting...huhu. Here goes the recipe:

Puding Marble AU


1 packet jelly stripes (37 g)
6 cups water
2 cups sugar
1 cup evaporated milk
1 cup custard powder
1 table spoon coco powder (I used drinking chocolate^^)

p/s: harap2 rasanya tidak mengecewakan...at least pada tekak saya sendiri sebelum ia memberi padah pada tekak org len...huhu

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

This may sound weird...but I still want to wish

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
to
DANISH NAQIB BIN MOHD AKMAL RIFANI
&
DANISH NAFIS BIN MOHD AKMAL RIFANI
in accordance with their
3rd BIRTHDAY
on
the 25th APRIL 2008
with special message:

You've grown up dear!
You are already 3 years old now.
Be an obedient son to your MAMA and PAPA,
a responsible brother to QIQI,
a good grandson to NENEK and ATOK,
an adorable nephew to MAK LONG, PAK LONG, CIK IBOY, CIK NISA, NANA and PAK SU
and also a reliable cousin to IMAN.

You should know that missing you is one of the most hardest thing for me to cope with ^^
LUV YA...MUAXXX

Salam~

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Hmm...I don't know why I suddenly get very excited with what I am planning right now. I knew it is just too early to plan but this is what I have been thinking all this while. Remember in one of my previous entries, I talked about being a good daughter - that time and distance won't matters. So, I think the best way to do this is "never procrastinate what you think of doing".

I pray to Allah to grant this wish and I really hope that this plan will become reality...insyaAllah. I believe, if we have good intentions, Allah will make it easy for us. But I knew, in 8 months time, anything could happen. Something could just cross over my way and disrupt the whole plan or I could just change my mind when the time comes (hopefully not in this case)...but who knows? Verily, Allah is The All-Knower. I just pray for the best =)

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My sister could be very annoying sometimes. She seems insensitive, inconsiderate and bla...bla...bla. That's why my brother and I always mock her. But deep in my heart, I really love her...mucho!!! She is the only sister I have. We may have totally opposite characteristics - physically, mentally and emotionally, but I think, we just compliment each other. One important lesson she taught me is that: "Sometimes, we don't have to mention what we want to do. Just do it." >> that sometimes made me unaware of what she's done for me ;) Therefore, I really wish I could at least do something for her. Something that could make her happy.

we can't be similar...can we?...^^

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p/s: I think I just found what I really want to do. Not merely for the sake of doing it...but because I really want to do it. I want to do something that would be meaningful and remarkable not only for me but also for the people that I love =) InsyaAllah...if HE permits... (am I being too ambitious here...I hope not ^^)

Salam~