.::404: God, give me strength::.

i'm not strong...

i pretend to be one...

or should i say i struggle instead?

it's so difficult to fight the battle inside...

when no one seems to understand...

and support what i do...

what i could do now is "just believe"...

believe in God...

though i seriously have no idea where it leads me to...

i believe it should be to the right path...

insyaAllah

Dear Lord, 

i'm weak...do make me strong...

i'm clueless...do enlighten me with something...

i'm struggling...do make me survive...

for what i long for is the eternal happiness there...

and if this is what it takes to bring me there, please make me happy with it...

make me content with what i have...

get me distracted with other beneficial things...

things that please You...