.::033 : tiredness that fades away::.

hmm...at last syal have managed to create her own blog after so much time spend on deciding which template to be used as her blog layout...
it's okay syal..making decision is always not easy...hehe...
and guess what?? i was the first person who commented on it...sorry iffah...you are just one second late...huhu

last week was a miserable week for me...
i don't know why...
i talked unnecessary things a lot, a laughed a lot, i ate a lot, and the most important point here is that i did lots of things that i don't want to do...
i thought i could cope with all those things yet i realized that i couldn't continue my life like that...it's was so distressing...
my life became chaos...totally in a mess...

sometimes, i think being tolerant is very important...and i tried...
but too much tolerance made me tired especially when the person you expect to understand you didn't really recognized your tolerance...(though i have no expectations..hehe)
i'm not saying that i'm 'berkira'...and i know i should never do...
i'm just expressing my feeling that i was in a great exhaustion last week..physically, mentally, spiritually...
i was so tired, fatigue and what so ever that i incidently sweated (ke??) through my eyes...magic wasn't it?? huhu...

but, today..here i am...declaring myself to be fine...
i'm okay now and i think i should go back to the normal cycle of my life...
being the normal and usual alimahneirma...maybe better ones...i hope...iA...
kind of excited to be normal again...bley ke cakap camni...haha
okay..chiaw...